I hope that I find the strength to be present in my life and stop thinking about all the things that I think are missing. Stop putting up barriers in my life that just keep me from experiencing the truth of the my life. I'd like to be able to trust and love first and not automatically assume that everyone is out to get me. I'd like to be fearless in the face of uncertainty.
I hope to find the courage to continue to try new things, to be open to others and I hope that I never lose that conscious contact with my higher power. I hope that I am willing to continue to learn and grow from my program but also to learn and grow with those in my life that mean everything to me.
I hope that I come to understand what it means to truly love something. To put all my faith and love into something without fear of rejection. To know that I had given my all and that it's just good enough...not perfect but good enough.
I guess it boils down to I hope that I continue to be willing to do things differently because, on my own....I'm not capable of giving myself a life that I really do deserve and one that is worth hoping that it'll continue.
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